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everyday a sharing of what's on my heart leads to an argument, and because the object of my affection is so important to me,I am beginning to think maybe I should just not share my heart, I don't know if it's just this situation or everyone that comes along who doesn't get me,all I know is that I try so very hard to spell out all my feelings and intentions and still it will be misunderstood or misread in a way I didn't intend it. Anyway, the verdict is I am in love, but love hurts and I am generally not neutral when it comes to love or hurt. But hurt or no hurt, the good is so much greater and worth pursuing,so I allow things to be swept under the carpet or hope things will work out on their own cause I don't know how to with my words.

rejection sucks too.it really does.

God help and hold on to me.

Anyway I do know that the rejection is not intentional nor really understood.

But I have to share my heart somewhere and though I dont really want to make my heart public, i dont really know who else to speak to, so i blog...

Right now greater things are going on than my little problems, Lord please come!!!!!!! Intervene...Your Presence, Lord, Come with you presence...


Amen