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So I didnt get the job at company X after 1 interview for one position and 2 for another. We will go into all the reasons for this some other day cause right now my emotions are not ready for it. What I do want to say on this blog is...Wow God is faithful, even when I am not, and Even though there is somehow sometimes this slight disconnect to seeing what God does and really taking hold of that in my heart...I will still say Thank you Lord for your peace. cause while this job seemed right, in my mind, I didnt have this confident assurance and peace in my heart, which I have felt in the past for certain big decisions, and God waking me up this morning to pray, and then the devotional today...

SMALL STRAWS IN A SOFT WIND by Marsha Burns--02/03/12:
Encourage yourself, says the Lord. Rise up and establish yourself in faith that I will bring you through every situation that has the potential of bringing you down in discouragement. Ask, and I will give you wisdom and show you what must be done. I will strengthen you in your weakest moment. I am with you, and I will not forsake you. Put your entire trust in Me to rescue you from even the most dire of situations and lift you up to new heights. Do not be afraid!
2 Corinthians 12:9 And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

So I guess even though I am feeling crappy right now, my Father in heaven took the time to encourage me this morning...

Thank you Lord, heal the disconnect. Love you

Chan