On generational stuff and curses and and and ....

How many lies must we hear

How many lives will be stolen

How long will we let this fear

Paralyze the church

How long will these renters rule the earth

How many mothers must cry

How many children must die

How long will we just stand by

And watch a careless world

Teach our boys and girls their tyranny

God of land and sea

And the universe

Come deliver me

And every slave that lives upon the earth!

There is a new day coming and it won’t be long

There is a fire burning and a wind that’s strong

There is justice waiting for the child of God

And

It’ll all go down

It’ll all go down

It’ll all go down

Somehow
  Very Sure...

Everything That Can Be Shaken Will Be Shaken...

The Anchor Hope
The wisdom Of The Cross

- Justice Waiting - Jason Upton - 1200 ft Below Sea Level

I'm not constantly fixated on spiritual warefare, but their have been seasons that I've studied and applied and seen the truths, and times that I've had to be aware. This is one of those times.

While I'm not praying renounciation prayers every day or even every year, and I'm learning to be more focused on God's promises, the alternative of just pretending that nothing has consequences, and if you don't think of something it won't affect you is not true either...

The truth is people are being taken out by the devil, lies, and ignorance, and it's not God's fault or God just trying to teach us something. Often times there is grace, and there is light, there are signposts despite our ignorance, but claiming ignorance doesn't prevent certain situations, just as prayer for things that aren't relevant can bear fruit.

I'd rather err on bringing things before the Lord that I see, and asking and praying His will, than just allow situations to take me wherever they want.

Now my personal issue is that I'm not always taking the time to be serious and pray, or always seeing that things are an issue, but what I'm kinda addressing here is denial...

I'm not either saying there is a demon behind every doorpost, or that every action does always have a reaction. I believe there is grace, and I believe certain things have a certain impact on individuals...

But in light of recent events, where one sees a pattern, and an injustice! I ask the question why? And could this have been prevented, and I cut it off on my own life...

I also think about my grandma, where my mom and aunts have prayed for years that she would die in dignity and not in long pain or where they have to clean and wash her, when she was such an independant woman. She then did die at 81, quick, suddenly, she just had a pain earlier the day, and was up chatting till late, then collapsed in that moment. I think years of prayers gave grace for it to happen that way...

I do think we can die prematurely, I do think we can fall into situations that are bigger than us, and it takes wisdom to say Lord, what is happening from the outsiders looking in, as opposed to just saying that person made a wrong choice, or it doesn't affect us...

Even generationally, often times people will see a pattern and make a personal choice not to live that way, so when their children are born, they don't see the example the parents had,  and perhaps don't even know their grandparents, yet still the same temptations come their way and they fall... It is not always isolated.

I'm not saying all of this to say, things happen because we are cursed. I am saying this because I am saddened at "My people perish because of a lack of knowledge". I am saddened at people accepting disease because maybe God is teaching me a lesson... I'm saddened at how much God loves people and have a greater plan for them, yet  us just settling for the real world we see around us. I'm sad that pain, sickness, poverty, issues is a greater reality that the freedom promised in Christ.

And maybe even I am living from this place and not free yet....
And maybe I am passionate about this now in this blog, and then tomorrow I go back to the mundane

But for today I am aware, and reminded, to be sober minded, and to pray His promises in.

Lord I pray for your divine protection on my family and their family, whether they know it or not.

Lord I pray that what the enemy had planned will be turned around for the good of those who love the Lord.

I pray for comfort for my family members...

I pray for me and Alison and Joan, the last of my father's family line...

I pray for your heavenly protection on our lives!!! I pray for health, healing, salvation, deliverance, joy and freedom!

Lord I thank you for my Uncle knowing you, and the beauty of heaven for him! Joy Everlasting...

Amen

(and no the above is not only because of my Uncle's death's or people's questions, but a reflection on alot of things that occured this past time...)

I honestly don't have energy to personally study the spirit of jealousy/ victim spirit documents now.... But I am keeping my eyes open and including God in my life... in this season. Lead me Lord....