Dear God

Dear Lord

Right now
Every blog, every song lyric
Every kind word, every prayer
Every random book I pick up
Every scripture I read
all says the same thing...

I need you
I need more of you
I need to seek you
I need to be deliberate and whole hearted in that search
I cannot without you
Right now the test is at hand and I'm not going to make it hearing and not running full force with what you are telling me

Lord I am tired.
Sometimes confused.
Sometimes neglicent.
Sometimes sinful
Sometimes distrusting
Sometimes heavy
Mostly tired
Mostly needing you

Your touch
Your hand
Your opinion, truth :)

Your friendship
Your wings
Your approval
Your understanding

I need You Lord